Scripture Study

Ok, so it's been almost a year since I have posted.  I have been on quite a journey-- it's been a great year of growth.  I have learned to rely more on the Lord, His word, His servants, and the Spirit.  One thing that I have learned how to do is to be more consistent with my personal scripture study and to really make the scriptures a part of me by "capturing" or journaling my thoughts as I read.  This has been such a huge blessing in my life.

The leaders of the church have encouraged members to blog, and so I thought that I could blog some of my scripture journaling thoughts along with a few of my experiences.  I am in D&C 14:8--

BELIEVING  is trusting in God enough to let Him take over your life.  Today in sacrament meeting we sang hymn 29, "A Poor Wayfaring Man of Grief".  In the 6th verse there is a part that says, "He asked if I for him would die.  The flesh was weak; my blood ran chill, But my free spirit cried, I will!"  That thought touched my heart.  I read it over again.  I asked myself in that quick moment, "Do I believe Him enough to let bad habits, destructive thought processes, unkind feelings, pride, even discouragement in me die?"  Sure I could say that I would give my life for the cause, but will I give up my weaknesses--let them die so that I might live in and through Him?  What if the Savior personally stood before me and asked me to give up something-- maybe it's my time--maybe it's an unhealthy habit or relationship.  Maybe He asks me to let angry or offended feelings in me die.  Would my "free spirit" cry "I will!"-- notice the exclamation point.  That means with enthusiasm.  I like that it also says the "flesh was weak"--it's ok to not be perfect--that's expected, and it's ok to be scared but knowing who to turn to and trust in and believe in is key.

Back to the scripture in D&C--By believing and asking the Lord, we will receive the Holy Ghost that will enable us to change, repent, learn, testify, speak and stand as a witness for Him.  What a great opportunity we then have to serve and help in the Lord's work.  This verse says that once we have the Holy Ghost with us we will be able to stand as a witness of the things of which we shall hear and see.  In Sunday School the lesson was about "hearing and seeing."  Those that believe will be able to see with clarity and hear clearly and those that don't believe will doubt and be confused.  This is how the Holy Ghost works.